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Just trying to be a good friend.

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JJ and I make our way back into my living room and when I look at my sofa I see Zira and Richard making out practically both half naked.

'Guys do you mind?' I screeched. They brake apart and I smile as they look at me shocked. Zira shakes her head me to answer my question. 'yes well I do so if you really want each other that bad either leave or get a separate room.' Zira hangs her head in shame as I glare at her.

'Sorry' she mumbles. She knew that I was getting a little but annoyed and she knows of my wild side.

'You should be god what do I have to do to get peace and quiet around here or even just a little me time and when I do let you guys over you just take it as free time to get fucked up' I practically shouted.

'Tia...uh... please don't shout and don't get fired up its not nice' I turn to see JJ with a pleading face on.

'Oh now your taking their side great. Isn't this perfect the only one left is dan but I bet he takes the same side as every one else' I shout at the top of my voice. Dan is no where to be seen and it kinda scares me.

'Where's dan?' I ask.

'Oh he had to go home. Mum wont let him stay out later then 6. He's been a naughty little boy' I raise an eye brow at Zira.

'Oh and you haven't?' I ask. She shrugs and I giggle. Yeah I've calmed down but I do that all the time. My mood swings are like a yo-yo up and down constantly. 'fine what ever. You guys need to leave now any way. My guardian will be here in about five minutes.' they all nod and start to leave. I wave and watch them all leave. I start to go up stairs to clean my room when I notice an extra pair of shoes. I look at the door and see JJ leaning against it. Ok why did JJ hang back?

'Uh..hi' I say laimly. He smiles at me. 'can I help in any way?' JJ shakes his head

'Nah I just wanted to know if you were telling the truth about your guardian coming' a slight smiles pulls at my lips.

'Funny you should ask coz no she isn't she comes on Sundays but its just I couldn't really stand having you guys round. It just seriously me pissed me off.' he smiles at me as though I was funny.

'Yeah they can get annoying. Look I hung behind because I don't want you to get lonely ok.' I nearly throw my head back with laughter. Me lonely? You got to be kidding.

'Ha like I would get lonely' I state before walking back up stairs. JJ follows me like he a dog. I nearly growl at him before I realise that he is only trying to be my friend. I walk into my bedroom forgetting about the mess that I created this morning.

'Sorry about the mess' I say when I see his face. He shakes his head and waves his hand at me to say that its nit a problem.

'Its all good my room is worse honestly.' I smile and sit on my bed feeling a little uncomfortable. 'so...Tia' JJ starts before sitting on the edge of my bed. I look at him and he seems to be staring at me. 'uh...how do you know Richard?' I shrug and look at the picture of me and him glaring at each other.

'His aunt and uncle were friends of my mother until...until I attacked her but that picture is of when we first met at my first school. I kept moving school coz I have a really wild violent streak and well its just gotten me into so much trouble but Rich doesn't know he just thinks I move school coz I move house but nah I got to much of a violent streak. My friend called it my black side or my dark side' JJ looks at me trying to think of what to say. I cant blame him. If it were me then I know I wouldn't want to say anything.

He looks at me as I continue to avoid his gaze and its completely silent. We sat there and JJ just looked at me still with a scared. Not thing made a sound until the phone rings. I jump from it suddenly going but nonetheless I get off the bed and walk over to the cordless phone.

'Hello?' I ask.

'Hi baby girl' I hear a shrill voice sound. A smile instantly appears on my face.

'Hi Jade' I hear her giggle on the other end.

'Yeah I would say hi but there is not point any way you busy tonight?' I look at Justin and nod.

'Yeah I'm free but I'm busy right now I need to sort something out with Justin.' I could see her frown in my mind right now.

'Justin?' she asks

'Yes he is a friend he kinda saved my ass from getting detentionised by the Harrisonator.' she giggles knowing what I mean. I used to call Richard, Harrisonator for the hell of it. It was fun.

'Right thank him for me will ya?'

'Sure why not. Ok I'll call you when I'm free then we can go out ok.'

'Yup' she says cheerfully before saying bye. We hang up and I turn to Justin. He looks at me.

'Justin I'm sorry I know its a shock but I cant help it. Jade is the only one who can control me so when she isn't around I seem to have random out bursts and one of them was at my parents. They are scared to shit because I attacked at them. Not one of my family will now talk to me or acknowledge me. Jade and her mother are the closest thing I have to family. If you want to leave then fine and if you don't want to talk to me again then fine I don't care. Your the second person to know. Zira knows because she saw it and Richard just ignores my anger so he doesn't really know about it. Please just-' I stop talking coz warmth covers me. As I wasn't looking at Justin I didn't realise he had gotten off the bed.

I took in a deep breath and let it out slowly.

'I'm sorry about your family and I'm never going to not talk to you because I know how it feels' I look at him listening intently. He lets go of me and walks towards the door. 'have fun to night' he says before he leaves. I look at the door and sigh. Maybe its time for me to calm down I think to my self as I get ready to go out for the night.

A/N well I'm glad that I got this one finished. Do you like it? Its not my favourite but I do like it. Tell me what you think when you finish reading ok thanks