Ok, so this is a songfic based on Kimya Dawson's, So Nice So Smart. I just see this scene whenever I listen to the chorus of the song... I'm pretty satisfied with it, as satisfied as I could be with my first songfic I guess. :-) And if you own the song, I'd suggest listening to it while reading this; gives a better feel if you have the song in your head.

You’re so nice and you’re so smart…

We had gone from acquaintances, to best friends, to lovers…

You’re such a good friend…

…And now I had to do something that I knew I’d regret.

I have to break your heart…

I stood, blinking back tears, and face to face with her, knowing full well what I had to do.

I’ll tell you that I love you…

I knew that this would hurt me as much as it would her; two twin tears streaked down from the corners of my eyes.

Then I’ll tear your world apart…

“I hate you!” I yelled, turning and running as fast as I could in the opposite direction, the tears flying off of my face.

Just pretend I didn’t tear your world apart.

“I’m sorry…” I whispered, my throat sore and my words pained, into the rushing wind; hoping it might carry the message back to her.