It never ceases to amaze me how stupid I can let my heart be. I swear, you’d think I could have an ounce of self perseveration in there somewhere, but I just blew that theory all to hell. Again.

I fell for B.
I fell for Katt.
I fell (in love) with Em.
Three strikes, im out.

Yet I know im going to keep

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deeper into insanity, cause this feeling is just too damn hard to resist. Maybe I’m crazy, but, I’m hoping that one day, I’ll fall and someone will catch me.

"God is able..."
If he's so able to do things, then why DIDN'T he do anything for my friends and I?
"God gives us the strength we need..."
Then why are we still falling?
How come he didn't give Kristina the strength that she needed?
Kristina is still dead and it's like he doesn't even CARE!
He didn't keep his promise to give her strength,she grew weary.
She fainted!
The least God could do now is give her wings like eagle's right,
though she could have used them before all this.
Was it that her faith was weak? T
hen what about me?
Am i as damned as her?!