You'd Hate Me Now

It's because no one knew for so long.

(I was too scared to tell.)

It's because I've always pretended to be strong.

(How did they believe my lies?)

It's because I lost you,

(That was the hardest thing I could do.)

It's because I know it's true,

(You'd hate me now.)

It's because you already had your golden child.

(I was an accident.)

It's because I rarely smile,

(You could light up a room.)

It's because I grew up without your guidance,

(They can't help the way you could.)

It's because I never stood a chance,

(Not compared to them.)

It's because I'm so confused.

(I can't grip my own life.)

It's because I've grown so used.

(You never got tired.)

It's because you'd hate my friends,

(They're too loud.)

It's because everything had to end.

(So unfortunately.)

You would hate the real me,

Thank god you cannot see.

Let's not try to talk me out of this one, okay? She'd hate me. In a heartbeat.

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