It seems

That this time I —

I do not know where to go

Which way to turn

I can start feeling a cool breeze

As I am walking

I cannot get you out of mind

And everything rewinds

As if it was a romantic movie

One I would watch a Friday night

Again alone in the older days

Yet this is not a movie at all

‘Tis real

‘Tis me and you

I will never forget

The tender moments

The sweet smiles and kisses

I do not know which way to turn

I want to give us a chance

But I haven’t heard from you in 4 days since you have left

Yet I have all the memories

That I have still kept—

Feels like it was just last night

That you held me and kissed me

We grew much closer

I think—

Way too fast

I am trying to go on with my life

Keeping out of my mind that you haven’t called

Not even messaged me a simple

‘Hi, how are you?’

So I sit here listening to music

Trying yet again to get you out of my mind

Yet you still slip into my thoughts

I realized

That I have to decide where to go from here

Either way it’s not going to be easy for me

Sleep is taking over me again since I been up late

Night after night since you left

Will see what tomorrow brings

For now things remain the same

Just as it came—

Diana B. Copyright © 2008