New story cause I'm bored and want reviews so review please and make my day.

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I told him I loved him and he told me he loved me to. I think I may have believed it was real but I should have never let him do those things to me. I gripped the edge of the bed and turned my body around to face the wall, that way I didn't have to see him smiling at me from the photo of when we were happy. The photo where my love for him was clear as crystal, I wiped a tear as it slid down my face that happened often. I wish it would stop.

I closed my eyes to stem the tears but it was dark behind the lids of my eyes, and I always remember in the dark. His hands around my throat as his bigger body stretched mine around him, the way the pressure built in my head and the feeling of my release, but that wasn't the worst memory. There were so many more painful things he had done. That I had let him do.

He let them watch me, He let them touch me and He let them put themselves inside me. He made me hurt and I let him fuck me. I did it because he had everything, he made me give up so much for him. I had a life before he came to me. I had friends, parents, a home. I also had my innocence, but that was long gone. A knock sounded on the door of my room. I sat up and wiped the moisture from my face.

"Come in," I called pulling the sheets up around my hips.

"I have you for an hour. You come highly recommended so don't disappoint," he pointed to the sheet I just pulled over my waist. " I need to see what all the talk is about."

I pushed back the sheet so he could see my naked form. I wrapped my hand around myself and stroked until I was hard. Trying to fight back tears as the man's eyes hungrily watched the motion. I took my time to look him over. He was short and skinny with slicked black hair to his shoulders, and when he smiled at me his teeth were crooked, and he eyes did a creepy squint making him look like a pervert. He licked his lips and motioned for me to walk to him.

"Your a little young for my tastes but you are beautiful, I'll give them that. I hope you can suck a dick as good as you look." I got down on my knees and undid his belt, closing my eyes as I unzipped his fly and pulled down his pants. I tried to ignore the unfamiliar smell of him as I took him into my mouth. I sucked until he was hard. He roughly grabbed my hair as he dragged my mouth off him, running his hand down my face and peeling open my eyes.

"You will watch me come on your face and I want to see you lick me clean. He grabbed his cock in his hand and pumped as I waited for his semen to hit my face.I blinked quickly but some still got in my eye. It dripped from my face in sticky drops that cooled quickly. I suck out my tongue and he ran himself over it cleaning the come from his semi-hardness. He grabbed my hair again and impaled himself in my throat. I gagged and sucked so he was hard once again. I was dragged roughly to my feet and pushed back onto my mattress and he ignored when my head hit the wall too hard. I watched him in disgust as he tried to push himself into me. I pushed my had to his chest happy that the cloth of his shirt separated our skin.

"Hold on now. I know you want to fuck me, Let me just make it easier for you." I Removed a condom from the place I kept them, tucked into my wrist band, He shook his head and tossed the condom across the room. "I paid extra to fuck you raw." I almost vomited in my mouth.

"I need some proof of that." He smiled and I made the signal to the camera so I could make sure of his claim. I already knew he was clean all the customers are tested two weeks in advance.

I watched the message board on the ceiling flash green. Fuck.

"I told you." he said pushing my thighs down so had to bend them to keep the pain away. "You better be amazing."

I just spit on my fingers and stuck one in my hole. Not to be sexy but because I have problems with tightness and pain. I moaned for good measure as he watched my finger and bit his lip. He grabbed my hand and shoved my fingers deep pushing in three instead of one. I cringed and tried not to yell in pain, he mistook this for pleasure because he pushed in his own finger, hurting me even more. I pulled my hand back and clenched around him fighting off the nausea as he tried to crook his finger. He shoved into me before I was expecting him to and it burned. I was just happy he wasn't that big.

I balanced on my feet so I could force him away from me as I cleaned my face off in the sheets. I flipped unto my stomach while he was still inside me and crouched so he could rest himself on my back. I moaned and gasped as he licked my back with his stubby tongue.Finally he came and I acted like I cared as I wiped him off. He tried to kiss me and I licked his face, laughing when he grabbed my ass and growled. He was going to be a problem.

When he was gone I striped the bed and stepped out in to the hall way to throw them in the laundry shoot. I saw Grey leaned up against the banister smoking a cigarette. He smiled at my naked state and waved heading back into his room. He was my only floor mate for that I was thankful, at least he didn't charge into my room crying like Simmi used to. Bringing his customers storming after him. Once when he did that the client weaseled himself a no extra charge threesome with the both of us. I headed back to my room closing the door behind me.

I remade the bed and took off my arm bands before heading into the shower. Scrubbing the dried come and spit off of my body. I propped my legs open and washed between my them using a finger to get out the liquids from all the sex I had today. My ass was sore due to an over excited new client and four fucking fingers up it at one time. I saw blood tint the water a slight red. I could take the day off tomorrow, at least the bitch had good timing.

I shut off the water and got dressed for the first time today. Pulling on clean wrist bands and loose black jeans and an over-sized red t-shirt. I brushed my dark wet hair back and secured it with a hair tie. I turned on my television, and computer and played with my silver ankle bracelet as I checked my e-mails. I responded to my messages on myspace and facebook and denied new people who just wanted to stare at my private album pictures because I was pretty. Some random people hit on me and I logged off to listen to music in peace.

Tokio Hotel's Forgotten Children was playing when a soft knock came to my door. Grey.

"Come in."

"Hey Kent. You coming to dinner?"

"Yeah, I'll go with you hold on."

I shut off the music and closed the laptop, standing to follow him as he headed down stairs. I saw a few others heading down as well. Simmi was one, Nigel another, Sammy, and Frank were both arguing over something as we passed them and James was stoically walking by himself. Each of them was strangely beautiful in their own way. Simmi had the most amazing green eyes and , Nigel had his shining Blond Hair. Sammy and Frank were twins with pitch black hair and beautiful smiles. James and his amazing body and Asian features off set by shocking and natural almost blue black hair. Grey had his long legs and stunning height. I was told I had a beautiful face and a perfect naked body, but almost every client I've had has raved about my ass and it's tightness. I didn't like it so much, tight meant painful.

I walked into the dining room with Grey by my side, he had shortened his stride in consideration. I took an empty seat near the end as we waited for the others to join us.

"Who was the new guy?" Grey asked playing with the zipper of his hoodie.

"I have no idea. I don't plan on him being a regular."

"That bad"

"I'm bleeding."

"That's a bitch."

"Yeah it is, he decided to shove four fingers in at once." I stared down at my hands

"How many do you usually allow."

"It starts to hurt bad at two so I hardly go past one."

"You really are delicate huh?"

I looked at Grey. Then back at my hands. Ignoring the sound of longing in his voice.

"I guess." I muttered.

"So-" He was cut off as the food arrived and a plate of garlic bread was placed in front of him, Pasta shells with tomato sauce was placed in front of every one, except a few with allergies who didn't get any sauce. I looked at the bread and the pasta. I grabbed a slice of the bread and ate though I wasn't really hungry. I talked with Grey about music staying off the subject of sex which was quite hard to do. Because sex is my life.