The one I want to be doesn’t exist.

I want to be someone you can count on.

I want to be there for you.

I want to show you that I care for you.

I can’t be any of that for you.

You disappeared before I could.

I wish I could have helped you.

If only you hadn’t gone with them.

You would still be here and I could be all,

I want to be for you.

If only things hadn’t occurred the way they did.

The one I want to be could have been.