Hiii! I'm new here on fictionpress, and this is my first story.

And just to tell you, I'm a slow writer... BUT I already have Chapter one finished, and a part of chapter two (just need to type it up)

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Introduction

And again, she grabs the blade and does it again. Closing her eyes, she sighs and tells herself that it would be the last time she is doing this, but she knows deep down that is not the truth. She watches as the blood drips onto her white carpet. Dammit, she has to clean this up before her parnents come home.

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Let me tell you a story, a story about Kaiyo. Kaiyo was your average junior high junior. True, she could be smart at times, but otherwise, she’s a complete idiot, in a fun way. In general, she doesn’t make many mistakes as far as it doesn’t have to with love. When love is the topic, she would only make mistakes. She had gone out with one guy for six years, then figuring out that he wasn’t completely loyal to her; he had liked and asked out another girl when he was going out with her. When she was a freshman, she had liked a high school senior; with a five year difference, she couldn’t be anything more than a friend, if not, a younger sister. Kaiyo loved him for two years,; she had loved him since he had comforted her about her break-up with Makoto. She is now in her second year of junior high, loving another guy. Kaiyo is extremely confused, not knowing if she loves Ryu because he reminds her of Suoh or because Ryu is simply Ryu.

Friend-wise, she has the best friends she could ever have. Emiko, Kaiyo’s friend since birth, helped her a lot when she loved Suoh by trying to help her solve her problems and being optimistic. Kaiyo also has Aimi, one of her best friends since forever, who cares for her an awful lot. Yori – her very first friend made in junior high, who loves to be a fangirl with Kaiyo. Uta is a great love consultant and Kaiyo’s dear friend. Although Akira and Uta don’t always get along with each other, he is Kaiyo’s excellent friend. Akira is also friends with Ryu, hoping that one day, Kaiyo and Ryu would be able to go out.

Kaiyo’s memories with her family aren’t the best. For things that her younger brother had done, or maybe even for no reason, she would get blamed. But then, she was also raised in an above average family, going to a private school, being spoiled, she took it all for granted – or at least until her brother was born. She had to take on responsibility for everything – the way her brother acts, the things that her brother does, her parents all say that he was influenced by her and only her. Four years after her brother was born, another young girl had joined the family. Because of the bitter feelings she has for her brother, she naturally didn’t have positive feelings for her sister either. Kaiyo felt as if her parents are being snatched away by her two siblings.

In school, Kaiyo is a good student in the eyes of her teachers. She does her homework and appears to be paying attention in class, although she really isn’t. Kaiyo is seen as a quite, reserved girl by her classmates, but when you really get to know her, she is a wild person.

Without knowing it, she had begun her painful journey. Hoping that it would lessen the pain, she had started to cut. At that time, she did not know the consequences of doing that. It is a drug, an addiction. Once you have started, it’s so hard to stop.

Kaiyo needs somebody to help her, to save her, but who is that somebody? Or will that somebody ever appear?

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