a.n- written on aim with the amazing, beautiful, and talented withstanding all barriers. send her love.

i wish i could fall asleep on someone.
i just want someone to hold me,
and play with my hair,
and promise everything's gonna be alright.

it's empty, that feeling.
makes you long
you can almost feel it
but it isn't there

wishing, wanting, waiting
deep down knowing
that it will never, ever happen

our sin was that we dared to dream
dared to hope, dared to wish
dared to be different, dared to love
we dared disturb the universe.

and now we must pay.
welcome to the stormy cloud of doom.
here's your membership pass.
no laughing allowed.

is there an exit?
yes, two options.
wait to be saved,
or fight.

either way, you die.

i fight when i'm not too weak
like now
battle-worn, weary, broken

no faith in humanity
nothing and no one for you
except yourself

life just keeps getting darker
meanwhile the whole world passes by
moving along without us

every move made invites for more
more hurt and catastrophe

everytime we love, we loose
more and more.
more
and more.

the reason we keep going:
selfless love
hoping that one day,
love won't be such a mistake

but all the while
knowing deep down
that it always, always will be

'cause you're never
ever
going to be that lucky

perfection exsists only in fairytales
(oh, to be cinderella!)

dreaming all the while
when it is our dreams

that destroy us in the end.