A/N: Things I should say to a friend of mine, but am just too scared.

Dear Sir,

You know, when I met you several months back, I was under the impression that I had made a very valuable friend. Now, however, I’m not entirely sure. When I met you, I thought you were simply amazing. You liked all the stuff I liked, you seemed so easy to talk to and I looked forward to each new day when we would wake up and laugh and talk more. Together, you, I, and our other friend, each found something in each other. We thought it could last. So far it has. But only by a thread. And the ones holding desperately onto that thread are me, and our other friend.

It’s been almost seven months since we met and you promised you wouldn’t change. I’m sorry to have to tell you that you broke that particular statement. Some of what you say to me now, I wonder if it’s true. I constantly have to question everything you say because I don’t know if it’s reliable or if you’re just trying to “fit in.” Just be yourself! We’re going to love you more if you act like you would if we weren’t around. You’ve said that you never swear. You have. You’ve said you hated Hannah Montana. You love her. You’ve said you miss us. So show it.

I feel as if our friendship is becoming very one sided. It’s me and our friend that writes you. It’s us that try to call you. You have a Myspace just like I do. You have a phone just like we do. You have an aunt that can tell you our numbers. Maybe your scared, like I am. Maybe your scared we won’t want to talk to you. But we do. So much more than you know. We want to be best friends with you, like we said we would be. You agreed to that part of the deal too. I know that physically, that is impossible. You live five states away from us, probably more, and you’ve got your own life to handle. But it would mean so much to us if you wrote once in a while. If you called once in a while. If you actually acted like you cared about what we were doing and how we were doing. We’re not getting that from you and it makes us feel resentful towards you.

I’m not trying to pick on you, or judge you. Especially since the Bible clearly states that one person is not entitled to judge another. Only God knows what’s in your heart. But friends should hear what their friends think. They should be able to either agree with what their friend is saying or disagree with good retorts.

I am sorry if this sounds like I’m angry with you, because I’m not. I love you; a lot more than you know. And not the gooey type of love. A friendship love. With no love, there is no friendship. Do you love me? Do you love our other friend? If you do, please show it. It would be one thing if you lived here and we saw you occasionally. But you live so far away and the only way we can reach you until the summer is through the phone and email. But how are we supposed to stay in touch if you don’t answer your emails? If you don’t call back when you’ve missed a call?

Please don’t leave us without at least saying goodbye. We miss you a lot. We love you a lot. We hope you feel the same.

Love,

Anonymous