I sit and wait.
Wait for death to take over
Pull me from the reality,
Into the ever tempting darkness
I look down at my cut arm,
It doesn't bleed much
A few beads is all
My pale skin covered with red cuts
All caused by scissors and pins
You don't care, that is clear
My body resists death. Why?
All I want is death.
You are the only one able
To save me from this fate
But you don't even try.
Music blaring, yet I barely hear it
Sitting at the window
Looking down to the ground
If I fell my body would be broken
But it may not kill me.
A dark shadow passes me.
I don't care what it is.
It cannot save me.
It wouldn't even try.
Then it is gone.
And I still wait.
Cold and emotionless.
Waiting for Death to take me.