Insanity, Brink

Written By
Shadow Kitsune

The edge is near, approaching closer, the narrow stretched out before me, leading, guiding me to the edge of oblivion, a watery grave, a cold liquid embrace.

Don’t you love me? Don’t you see?

I love you. I want you.

Don’t you love me? Don’t you… Don’t you…

Don’t you?

My feelings for you, unstable, unsure, but certain all the same, I feel I know, I feel I’m sure, I feel that you are the one I feel, the one I hope, the one I long, the one I pine.

Why can’t you be? Why can’t you see?

I love you. I want you.

Why can’t you be? Why can’t you see? Why can’t you… Why can’t you…

Why can’t you?

I see you, want to touch you, reach out, untouchable, but oh so close, oh so dear, so why can’t I touch you, why I can’t I feel you, why are you so close, but why so untouchable?

Why won’t you hold me? Why won’t you be with me?

I love you. I want you.

Why won’t you hold me? Why won’t you be with me?

Why won’t you? Why won’t you? Why won’t you… Why won’t you…

Why won’t you be my guy, my love, my strength, and my guide? My lover, my protector, my knight most shine? Why won’t you see me, love and embrace me, touch and endure me?

Why do I try, or even bother, when all it is is for naught and absurdity? Why do I bother, when the love, tender, affection, not returned in my favor? Why should I care for who cares not for me?

Why am I falling, over, over, over the edge, into the water, into the abyss, into ice cold oblivion?

Have I met insanity brink?

Or have I found the brink of insanity?