Have you ever felt that sometimes everything is just so hopeless? Like your life will never amount to anything? As if there was no point to it? An endless walk where the scenery never changes? Those days are probably the worst, you just sit and do nothing because nothing would interest you anyways. I try not to think about it, but that’s all I can do today, think about it I mean. I tried reading a book, that usually helps, but I’ve already read them all and the library’s closed. I’ve watched all the movies, played all the games, and if I eat another bowl of ice-cream it will officially be the fifth one today and that would start me worrying about my weight. That’s why I’m walking now. It’s a gloomy day. Usually these kind of days make me sleepy, but not today…. I’m wide awake and thinking.