I am depressed simply put.

My life is at a standstill now.

I can’t seem to get it right,

So I feel like shit and how.

Food doesn’t taste as good it used to,

But I can’t make myself eat anyway.

I’m losing weight at a terrifying speed,

I’m literally wasting away.

From thirteen stone to eleven

The ride’s not even been that great,

I just can’t bring myself to eat,

As such I’m losing size and weight.

I used to be a monstrous figure,

Tall and wide and strong.

Now I’m a frail little creature,

Where did I go wrong?

I know for a fact what I have done,

I left home and my girlfriend’s side,

To find a father I never had

To restore some family pride.

I found my father, the drunken wreck,

An oafish lump of a guy.

He spends his time and cash on booze,

Now so, in short, do I.