The Worst Heartbreaker

The Worst Heartbreaker

It’s in your eyes

Just before you tell me

How wonderful it’s been

But it’s only been and it isn’t now

The worst heartbreak

I bring upon myself

By saying it must end

For both our sakes

Because that look on your face

Isn’t worth my happiness

And yet I know

Other ways I’ll hurt it worse

How can it be?

I still love you so much

I feel you in every breath

My heart aches for you always

I couldn’t listen to the warnings

I wanted to ignore them

I should have acknowledged them to fix this

Why must you look that way?

You’re sweet and good

But we don’t talk any more

How can this be a relationship?

I think of someone else

I hardly know and yet

I’ll never say that to you

I’ll fix it!

I’m begging now

Don’t leave me you have my heart!

I’m trying the white steed

But you’ve put up too high a wall

How about the pretty verses?

Will you listen and give me a chance?

Don’t… you’re the best thing

In my whole life…

We… have to fix this….

How can I do this?

Am I that selfish?

Those eyes of yours are…

Drawing me in

But no… only in pity

There is no more fire

No more butterflies

I can be strong

But damn I am sorry