I Don’t Know

There are things
That you said you would never do.
I have tried,
But I can’t stop believing in you.
For my soul is too sick,
And you know that you’re too late.
In my cell,
I’ve been saturated in hate.

The voices that I hear,
They say the end is near.
The skies were looking clear,
The sun has disappeared.

As large as it has grown,
This hole remains unknown.
And all that seemed so sure,
Has now begun to blur.

Is there someone looking down at me?
I don't know I don't know
Isn’t anybody stopping me?
I don't know I don't know
Decent is all I need.
I don't know I don't know
Just how far down can I go?
I don't know I don't know I DON'T KNOW

The scraps from here and there
Remind me when and where.
I’m far beyond repair,
And I don't really care.

As blank as I’ve become,
My heart is far from numb.
And all that seemed so sure,
Has now begun to blur.