Complicated reasoning

Scientific, rational, quiet, solemn

Misunderstood

Knowing it's not for eeryone

Others want laughter, and children, and teaching.

Instant gratification

I will have tears

And anger

And pain

And hurt

And murder

I will have cooling bodies

Metal slabs

Unusual coworkers

But silent discovery, also.

Consolation

Closure

Giving them a final peace

Respect

Knowledge--family history

Prevention

One last voice.