infinity ends

floating on the rocks trying not to think
that i could run away from this island
break the bridge & make the river
more sacred than religion itself

i don’t want you to comfort me
when you caused the pain
don’t put those arms around me
when you know i need you

not when you taint these ties
& make your heart harder
than rocks so i can’t break
down your defenses

don’t apologize, then do it again
don’t say you love me, i’m not a fool
don’t say always when you know
always doesn’t last forever