Slowly but surely I
Destroyed a part of myself
That I’ll never get back.
I sill always and forever have
Those scars. They may fade.
They might become less painful
Or they might not.
I got rid of what
Was destroying me so
I could try to fix my life.
Hey, it’s a start.
Until I find something else
That’ll do the same damage.
Then we’re back and square one
And I’m fucked.