If only…

All the regret boils up

Swirling around in my gut

If only…

All the joy is gone

Everything I did was wrong

If only…

I could have stopped it, I know I could’ve

I should have fixed it, I guess I should’ve

If only…

Now these two sad words haunt me in my mind

Of everything that I could’ve done, the two saddest words you’ll ever find

If only…

If only.