Author: TMorseCode PM
Phrases that describe the person I became... the ones I wish didn't fit. R&RRated: Fiction K - English - Words: 146 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 04-08-08 - Status: Complete - id: 2501254
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Often too distant
Extrovert when it suits
Recluse when it doesn't
Acting too much
Changed and altered
Doesn't feel like me anymore
I pretend to be normal and fine
And too often it's a lie
No freedom from the walls I put up
Only let people in sometimes
Written April 6th, 2008.
A/N: This is... I guess it's how I feel I've changed over the past few years. There's been a lot of family stuff and I feel as though the effects of that shaped me... into somebody different. Somebody that's me, but not who I imagined myself to be. If that makes sense. Somebody who has to please but hates to act, somebody who builds up walls around herself, but wants someone to come along and pull them down. Somebody I could never have imagined myself becoming.