Dear you,

I saw you and her kiss. Did we even hug when we went out? Did you know I was standing there? She looks really happy. You have that effect on people. Why not on me? Would you prefer me not to be happy? Well, I'm not. You have moved on, why can't I? I am singing a song like that in choir: "Why can't I?" It looks like I'm not the only one who can't have something. Why can't you understand what I'm trying to say? Your girlfriend doesn't like me. But that doesn't matter to you, does it? We aren't friends anymore; why should it? She was always mean to me and I never knew why. You were always sweet to me. I guess opposites attract. I really do miss you. We were like brother and sister when we were younger. We were always there for each other when one cried. Why can't we be like that now? I'm a real good listener. Why won't you talk to me? We did once and it felt really good; even though it was about my friends iPhone. Don't tell me you didn't enjoy talking to me. It hurts to much to understand that you hate me. Were you hurt by me in some way? Well you hurt me. I see the girl you dumped me for everyday. I sit next to her. She turned you down, and you came back to me. I was hurt, how did you get hurt by me? I regret turning you away that second time. But then again, I'm glad. At least a dozen other girls got the chance to date you. Wonderful, amazing you.