I sit on the ground

And watch with sad eyes.

But I know when I’m found,

It’ll all just be lies.

No one knows

What I’ve been through.

You all say you do

But what I know is true.

More and more

I’ll sit and think.

My mind takes a detour

Then I’ll start to sink.

You’ll all do what you have to

Just to make me joyful.

But as I once knew

You’ll all become forgetful.

Why do I put up with this?

That’s just the key.

So when I’m gone,

Who will be there to miss me?

Will I ever get away?

From the place that’s haunts me

It can be suicide or something

I just need to be free.