One friends living and enjoying herself

another friend is miserable

And yet another may be making a huge mistake and not even realize it.

But then there is me,

All of them have something,

Some hope (as far as I know)

And I have none

No hope, none at all.

I simply want to die,

Go to sleep, and never wake up.

To never have to drag myself out of bed,

Or bite my lip to keep from screaming at my mom.

To never have to put on that fake smile

And inside slowly smash to the ground.

To never say good bye to her at lunch,

And hold back tears.

I have no hope left for my future

I know its not there

I can feel that I cant last much longer,

Not the way thing are at my house or with myself.

I have no hope, none at all,

And so I don't see how I can continue living with nothing to hold on to

And nothing to look forward to.