So why

Does he keep calling and whispering

Sweet nothings, his

Desires

That he keeps secret, if he does nothing

To act on them?

What reason

Does he have for torturing me and

Pushing me into

Despair?

Causing me to second guess myself,

Hate myself and

Cry

And who

Am I to let him do this to me, my

Independence hangs

Unbalanced

Why do I worry about what he thinks?

It’s a shame

I lost

Him before, but losing him again

Is pure

Destiny.