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Author: DemiJoeLover
Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Reviews: 1 - Published: 04-16-08 - Updated: 04-16-08 - Complete - id:2505261

Don’t call me, leave me alone

Not gonna answer my phone

Cuz I don’t need you

And I want a freedom I never had,

The only way I’m gonna get that is by letting you go

Because you’re holding me back,

And every time I pull away, you tighten your grip

Somehow I just can’t make myself hurt you

And I don’t know why

You done it to me so many times,

I shouldn’t feel bad about letting you down

Telling you the truth

I don’t know why I feel I the way I do

But someday, some hour, I’ll find the strength to carry it all out

And at that time, there is nothing you will be able to say or do

To convince me to change my mind

It’s already made up

So I guess you’re just doomed

Yes, I love IMing you,

I can say that,

But there’s more to friendships then just talking,

There’s got to be understanding and loyalty too

And you, I’m sorry to say, don’t posses those qualities

I really did love you,

You were like a sister to me

But then, when you moved,

It’s almost like the spell that was blinding me finally released me

And everything became clear

True friends know everything there is to know about the other person

Let me ask you this:

What’s my favorite song?

Do you know the answer to that one?

Or here’s another one:

What’s my middle name?

(No, it’s not Lee, just so you know

I’m gonna set that straight)

Sure, I know I’m not perfect,

But at least I can say that I am a loyal friend

And you could tell anything

And no one will ever know about it

I can’t even say that much about you

I don’t even know,

Why I’m wasting my time right now

Trying to explain to you

Things you don’t deserve to know

For a while I thought that letting you go

Would break my heart

Then I said,

‘I’m gonna take my chances

And see if I can fly’

And what do you know?

I feel so free, more than ever before

It’s like I’ve finally managed to escape

These chains that keep dragging me away

From all true happiness

And made me trust nobody

Maybe that’s why I don’t make friends all that well

I’m not sure if trusting them

Is the right thing to do

What if I end up getting hurt again?

And you’ve done this all to me

I don’t hate you

I hate only what you’ve become

If we could go back to those days

When we were best of friends,

I would choose to in an instant

Then again,

Maybe I’ll be making the same mistake I did eleven years ago

I just don’t know….


I wrote this probably a year ago, so I'm sure it's not my best, but plz R&R! Flames will be used to burn homework :P



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