Deny My Past, Love My Future
4-16-2008

I can’t quite figure this out
I seem to be something weird
I feel one way but think another
My image seems to be smeared

I feel really happy by day
I have the perfect duck
But sometimes at night
I don’t have such good luck

I can’t really talk about it
Because I don’t know what it is
But it seems as though the sun betrays me
And leaves me as this

I won’t let this overtake me again
The thoughts run through my head
I won’t let myself get that far
And lose that one instead

I’ve fallen for something great
I feel that this ones really it
But I feel like one false move with this
And my heart receives a bullet

So I won’t let this catch me
I’ll deny my mind
Anything I have to
To keep this duck in my life