This is the first day of my last day

This is the first day of my last day.
I kick and scream to no avail,
My fate is sealed no matter what I say.
There is no need for me to stay,
I found my place and it threw me away.
My faith in god, my trust in you;
There’s nothing more fucked up that I could do.

Show me something real,
Show me something true.
Show me another time,
Show me a different you.

I’m the one without a soul,
While you’re the one who’s just a fucking whore.
There’s nothing changed, no tale to tell;
Twenty-three years in on my way to hell.
Held me down and I’m still stuck.
(No good)
(Hard luck)
(Misunderstood)
(Fist Fuck)
Looks like you’re having all the fun,
Deep down you know you’re just like everyone.

Show me something real,
Show me something true.
Show me another time,
Show me a different you.

Wish there was something more,
Just like it was before.
Wish there was something real
Inside that I could feel.

Wish there was something else
The world could turn into.
But In this place of torture,
This world’s for you.