I have been given life
But I have abused it
I have been given chances
And I am afraid I will lose it

I am walking down a path
The one I should not
I made many mistakes
Help is what I fought

I cannot look in the mirror
I am afraid of what I'll see
I have become something
That I do not want to be

I am sorry for what I've done
I no longer want to lie
Because I am hurting those around me
And I want to apologize