Well, okay, I deleted my other songs because they sucked, and also, I felt them to be private. But, now I’ll just say this, if anyone (which no one will cuz my songs probably suck) uses my songs and is not named Jason and does not have black hair he’s not me and he stole it, THE END. Yay, now I can get on with the song.

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Hello my crimson

Hello my haven

Am I really your prison?

I tried to be worth it

Tried to better

Even be perfect

Just couldn’t work it

Can you forgive me?

So unfit

I want to turn

Kiss you on the other cheek

Am I really that weak?

I want to feel your scent

So filled with grace

I want both our hearts to race

Not just mine

Is there really a fine line?

Between you and I?

I want to hold you

Steadfast

Protect you from your past

Safeguard you until the very last

I’ll hold you steadfast

My crimson

I may not be

What you expected of me

I want you to believe in we

My crimson

Can’t you see?

It would mean the world to me

I’ll always be there

Because I care

When you’re sad and alone

I will atone

I want you to say

“He will atone”

Steadfast

I’ll hold you in my grasp

Nothing better than your returning gasp

Steadfast

Hold you in my grasp

Feel your clasp

Upon me…

My dear crimson

I want to cuddle in your warmth

Escape and bring us back

Back to our childhoods

So innocent

Sp filled with beautiful glee

Hear my plea

I want you to be mine

Is it really so sublime?

I wish to be your lover

Perhaps you’re confusing me for just another

Perhaps I’m confusing myself for your brother

Perhaps…

Perhaps…

Perhaps…

My grasp

Is much too tight

Perhaps

I can’t hold you so steadfast

Perhaps every slap

Just means I have something to improve

Perhaps

Perhaps I’m all alone

But I will atone!

My grasp is much too tight

But I will hold you steadfast!

And every slap

That I take

Is just another break

To be sewn

In the gap

Between you and I

And perhaps this map

That I see of our lives

Is meant to make us realize

That our life is all a lie

My grasp…

My grasp…

My grasp…

Will hold you steadfast!

Just know that when I snap

Loose it all and just collapse

I did it all

In this life so dull

For you my dear

A thousand years

To you and all

Whom you look after

I’ll do it all

Just for one smile

Don’t worry

It’ll last for a while…