
Some letters I wrote about the way I feel about my father. There may be quite a few of these going up because he is seriously annoying me now. I found some stuff out about him and this is what I'm writing as a result.
Rated: Fiction M - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 1,597 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 05-28-08 - Published: 04-20-08 - id: 2506990
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Dear Father
Dear Father,
Thank you for everything you've done in my life
Thank you for allowing me to be born
Thank you for sending that money every month
Thank you but it's your fault my heart is torn
Now I survive on barely anything
My life is full of suffering and pain
Do you really think your £6 a week
Will help with all this strain?
Not enough money to buy new clothes
I work instead of going out with my friends
For my mum to steal all my money to pay the rent
At times I wish my life would end
So thank you for letting me be born, father
Thank you for giving me such a poor life
Thank you for abandoning me
And divorcing my mother, your wife
Thank you for letting me suffer, father
Thank you for not wanting me around
Thank you for hating me so much you couldn't look at me
Thank you but I'm standing my ground
I don't want you in my life
I don't want you anywhere near me
If you didn't want me then, father
You're the one man I don't want to see
You've made my life a living nightmare
It's your fault I have to live
If you'd let my mother get rid of me like she wanted
Your £6 you wouldn't have to give
So stuff your £6, father
I don't want your help any more
You've messed my life up enough already
It's your fault I'm so poor
My life would be better if it was nonexistent
I'm sure you would agree
So leave me alone and stop hurting my mother
You're the cause of all the pain and grief you see
So thank you for everything, father
Thank you for all you've done
It's your fault I've had such a poor quality of life
If it was my choice, from this life I would run
As now I can't get a good education
I can't live a good childhood
I can't do what I want to do
I can't even have a good meal with good food
So thank you for everything, father
Thank you for all you have given me
I hope you enjoy your retirement and holiday homes
But I don't want to be part of this atrocity
You're just a money loving monster now
You never truly cared about my life
You only cared about my brothers and sisters
It's not just my life you ruined but the life of your ex-wife
You put her through hardship
You beat her and treated her badly
But go and enjoy your retirement, father
I'll just put up with being lonely
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