My Eternal Struggle

My Eternal Struggle

Standing in a universe of confusion
emotions swarming me
attacking, taking over, devouring my soul
till I can't see

I feel slightly eccentric
my hair is standing on end
so soon to go crazy
till I’m no longer able to mend

As I continue my eternal struggle
I stop and think why this again
an endless cycle of chaos
a circle that will never suspend

My heart is not yet broken
my heart was never open
yet still vulnerable to you
my mind never coping

Tossing and turning
in the spin cycle of love
I give my whole self to you
with innocence of a dove

Now and Forever forced to enjoy
this struggle for eternity