Last time I checked,

I was eleven,

Now, I am,

Thirteen.

Where did the time go?

Where did my life go?

What’s happening,

To me?

I want to go back,

And be the old me,

Who I was before,

The Change.

I’m without love,

I am blank,

And empty, now, who,

Am I?

No one, I guess,

But I used to be someone,

I was rash, and bold,

But me.

Now I am quiet,

I am not myself,

I am just aiming,

To please.

Then, if you, insulted me,

I might have yelled, or screamed,

I’d be so angry, that I could,

Not see.

Now if you’re mean,

I’ll just sit and take it,

I won’t even, say,

A word.

I want to go back,

And be nine, but I can’t,

Because that, is just,

Absurd.