A/N: I will tell you that this is the first poem thing I've written... I write Haiku's... Not this stuff. So no mean comments...ok? I tried my best! And I like it! Well... It makes me cry but... Anyways please read and review. I would really like to know what you think about it!

I never wanted this mom

I never wanted this mom,

Never wanted you to hate me,

Never wanted you the scorn me,

I just wanted you to love me,

All I wanted was love,

And love you never gave me.

I sat alone,

In that orb of darkness surrounding me,

Crying out to the one person who didn't want me,

You killed me mom.

You killed me.

And now I lie here,

In the end of all ends,

Broken,

Bloody,

But that doesn't matter,

The pain in my heart is far worse,

It rips my chest open,

Bringing me pain I never thought was possible.

You hate me.

The doctor says I'm dying,

I don't blame the man who hit me,

I ask myself if I ran in front of him on purpose,

Maybe I did,

I look at you ,

Eyes distant,

Eyes cloudy.

And you don't look at me,

Even at the end,

You don't look at me,

Why?

Is love too high a price?

Am I too worthless for you?

But even through all this,

I still love you.

love you.

My eyes are slowly closing,

I want to tell you something,

But I don't know what,

Maybe to say what you couldn't say,

I love you,

I never wanted this mom,

Goodbye...