Why am I denied this?

The pain that I should feel

You made your way into my heart

And then you ripped your way out

My heart broke for you

But still I cannot feel it

I should fall to pieces but I cant

I should feel the pain but I don’t

Am I so cold that I’m numb

I’ve seen you hurt so many times

So why does it just seem like a dream

And nothing you say really matters

Ignorance is the bliss that turns you away

Tells nobody to care quite enough

Just walk away as I sit here alone

Because I’m not good enough to keep you here

I can’t feel quite enough for you

So I can just sit here and watch your back again

Once again I am alone in the dark

Waiting for the sorrow to fall into me

Sitting here waiting, hoping, anticipating

Yet once again I am denied

Once again I am numb to the pain I need

Forced to carry on my blessed empty life