Its midnight when you finally come home

Without a call on the telephone

Fumbling around for your keys

You were at the bar again

Drinking down all those memories

But isn’t it funny how when its all out of your system

None of those memories ever went away

You only dream of that day

You stumble and mumble around

With nothing ever to be found

I can hear you from my room

Why do you cause me so much pain

When my life is just beginning to bloom

I’m becoming empty, nothing left to take

All these years of drunken fears

Have shattered my body

Nothing left but tears

I dream of a day it will all come to an end

And everything will be like when it all began

You come home from work

And everything is okay

With so much to say

But I’m only fooling myself with this vision

Its all your decision

You have made this division

But the nightmare keeps living

And the pain keeps coming

As I hear the pots and pans banging

And my eyes, they start crying

Because my heart, it keeps trying