Every single day I find a new flaw
And overlook the ones I already saw

I am hurting the ones that I hold dear
By going down the path I should not be near

Apologizing will not change the life that I made
It feels like I am drowning and the surface hard to break

I look in the mirror and wish that was not me
I am disgusted with the person that I see

Sometimes I think I do not belong in this place
You see the outside package but I see past the face

I want to try and alter my way of life
It hurts as though I am holding the knife

I want and need to find some kind of help
Because I am so ashamed of myself