Closing up my old ways

Starting new, and throwing out yesterday

Now I've got you

I've found what I needed to believe in

I stole from my friends

Their trust, and I won't pretend.

I was the worst person I could be.

I thought it was me

and that was true enough

until I found out

I was sick in the head

I'm sorry for what I didn't do

and I know all the wrong things I've done to you

But still I won't let go.

Getting older everyday

Here I am trying to find a way

Now you're gone

I've lost my faith to go on.

Where'd I go wrong?

I knew it was me

and that was true enough

until I found out

I wasn't taking all my meds

Overdoes to kill within

Drown myself to suffocate the sins

I'm sorry for all the bad things I've ever done.

I never meant to

and I will stand by you

But still I won't stop holding on.

Trying to find my way

Wanting to die everyday

But you're the only reason

I'm not letting go.