Entry two: 'Friends' what are they for?

It's Friday and it's sunny. I don't like sunny days, I'd prefer it to be raining and icy cold. But it's not so I just have to deal.

So as I said before I'm waiting approval for a homeschooling program called SIDE which hopefully is mostly home based but I think you have to go on excursions with other SIDE losers. I don't really want to see anyone for the rest of the year, I just want to do my work, hide behind bulky clothes and slug around in my sleeping bag loosing weight if possible.

What am I feeling ... I can't explain ... listen to 'forrest families' by 'the knife'

That's how I'm feeling

Alaura rang me earlier and I told her I didn't want to be friends anymore, with her or Dino. She acted like she cared but I don't think she does, she thinks shes better then me. She said she could help me lose weight like just because shes skinny that she knows all the "secrets" to be skinny. HELLO BITCH! I was princess of skinny before your scabby knees came along.

What are friends for?

I am pouting
you are crying
everything lament
and all the stars in between

I haven't eaten today, I'm trying to fast for 3 days.

I guess i'll just read comics for a while or the book I'm re-reading for the 100th time 'Harriet the spy'

SECRETS! CAN YOU KEEP THEM?

I've decided to share two secrets in every entry from now on since I've so many.

one. I had sex with Darius last November in my "girlfriend" Katie's house. I purposely invited him and got him drunk when Katie asked about it I denied it.

two. I filmed the entire thing and then when I left school exploited his "Straightness" to the entire senior class

here's one for extra

three. I don't regret doing it