Clarity doesn’t come easily

Clarity doesn’t come easily

All of this is distorted

I’m losing myself in this obsession

The battle within my head

In darkness, I struggle blindly,

Wondering if there is any way out

All I have is all that I am

But I seem to be wasting away

Maybe I’ll find who I really am

And find I’m just a twisted lie

Or maybe I am forever lost

Overcome by the loathing within

Time is the greatest distance,

For I know there is no turning back

But it’s too hard to find what went wrong

Without being overcome by regret