Some days I wonder

Some days I wonder

If this is worth it all

‘Cause one day, it might end,

As I faint and crash and fall

The path I took, it scares me

I don’t want to think how I got here

But the two ways out, I know are clear

A body bag, or facing my fears

Is this obsession all that I hate?

Will I ever escape it, I wonder

When al this will end is unsure

But it won’t be an easy path

I know I am wasting away,

But my mind tries to ignore

The facts are right in front of me,

I know I should care, but I don’t…