Broken
By: Punk Heart

I'm broken inside
But you'll never know
Because I never let it show
My feelings shy
Away from the surface
Into a dark abyss
You'll never know
That I'm breaking apart
That you've broken my heart
I keep a smile on my face
So you won't be concerned
And I'll never be burned
I laugh at your jokes
In hopes to feel
What I think is real
But that's not enough
I still can't feel
All that is real
I find a knife
Look at my wrist
And start cutting it to bits
I see the blood
And when the knife goes in
It warms my skin
It fills the void
Pain is what this is
Maybe I can still live
I hide the knife
In my room
I know I'll need it soon
I hide the scar
Under my sleeve
They don't need more reasons to tease
I switch from arm socks
To long sleeve shirts
But my cuts are getting worse
It's a habit now
To feel the pain
But is it all in vain?
I long to feel
More feeling than this
A feeling like happiness
I need to be loved
Not cut in to deep
So lonely I won't make a peep
I won't ask for help
I won't cry out to you
It's just something I'd rather not do
But until I'm loved
Cutting will do