I'm a bitch, but an honest one,
saying what I think and putting meaning
behind what I do.

I'm a lover, but a difficult one,
playing the game of cat and mouse with
every little ounce of knowledge
you try to suck from me. don't forget to breath.

I'm a shy person, but I hate myself for it,
missing out on all the opportunities and letting people go
because I thought the clock went to
the left instead of right.

I'm a beauty, but I don't believe it,
I can almost taste the jealousy of girls
as they use my eyes and hair to ignore me, and I can
almost feel the sting as scars are formed
on my smooth cheeks.

I'm a sinner, but I don't feel guilt,
'cause damn did I have a fun time!

to be honest I hope I'm a dream,
your dream,
and I'd like to know if
you would want me differently.