want to know the last time i went out?
saw friends, visited family, bought groceries?
so do

i.

i think it's safe to say, it's been weeks.
i haven't gone out since….
since i was still in canada.
i don't know who i am, but who i

am

is someone i don't know,
and someone my parents don't know i either.
my mom, she's

becoming

paranoid about me,
wanting to know what's wrong.
i think she wants to fix me.
she wants it all to be right again,
she wants

a

happy life for us,
all of us…
but she can't control the

monster.