that's the only way to describe it;
you just feel like shit.

at first, you feel empty,
all floaty, and light, and pure.

then, like a fucking tidal wave,
it hits you.

you’re dehydrated,
and your throat is sore,
and floaty has turned to spacey,
and empty gives way to starving.

you want salt,
and sugar,
and pepper,
and lemons,
and EVERY
FUCKING
THING
you can think of.

short term fix
with long term consequences
and a death rate that’s
way higher than
i want to know.