ashy-pie

i'm rather bored
with nothing to do
because i sit here in web design
and my mother doesnt want the website i have started
so i sit and wonder what my grade will end up being,
all i need is at least a D, and i will be happy.
i was forced to take this class,
there was nothing else to take 3rd hour,
except physics which the principal wouldnt allow me to take.
always letting the "good" kids get away wtih what ever they wish
while the rest of us "trouble makers"
are forced to sit quietly and still get in trouble for SOMETHING
which is really nothing or nonexistant.

She considers the kids in sports to be the good kids,
they also have "the" last names.
the ones everyone in town knows
because their parents are involved or own buisnesses
thats the problem with a small town,
most of the parents attended school here
were popular then graduated,
and made a name for themselfes here in the town.
but those of us who moved from another place
or who had parents who weren't exactly popular
are left getting in trouble for completely unfair things
adn yes life isnt fair but that doesnt mean people in athority should make it so.

Those of us "Bad" kids always get asked what we are doing out of class
when we are just getting something from our lockers
and the school tells one person "your shirt is too revealing"
but then somoen who is "good" gets away with even more.
and some of the good kids are only taht because the right teachers like them.
Its all political in this school,
and teachers judge on nothing but your last name and your family.
Never taking the time to get to know you as an individual before they write you off as "bad"
and the "good" kids are judged good, and it never changes
they could get drunk off their asses and wouldnt get their "good" status taken away.

well i spose its different in your school
more people to get lost in the croud
i wish i could do that,
just slip away and abserve everything
i would keep my good friends but i still would be out of the "public eye"
people are already saying mitch and i MUST be dating
seeing as we talk and walk together some days,
i just wish i could be a person no one knows about or cares all that much about.

so... tell me bout your school, lol

A/N: i understand there are MANY mistakes in this, but it was originaly an email to my friend, and i had entered at the lines taht are shown here and i just decided i was bored today and i would post it to see howmany schools are like or unlike mine, so please tell me if its the same everywhere or if there is hope in the world.

also ashy-pie is the really strange name i call my friend and i have no idea why i call her it, but i do )