Normalcy
Feb.29.08

Normalcy laughs at me, I erase the lines
Can I let myself know of all these things
I wont have the chance to leave behind
I wont have the opportunity to miss, when
It’s all gone.
I never realized I could do what they do
I never saw between the differences, but
It still looks like me and I’m on my own
Endlessly brushing ants from my dreams
It’s too much.
I ask what she could possible say
That I would want to hear
You and you and you, and I
Lies are lies and I’m not wrong
It’s ridiculous
My pride swims away, aching to surface
You’re wrong. You’re wrong.
I can’t pretend that I don’t wish because
I do.
It’s very true.