I do not write anymore

That was last year when I had everything to say

And now I’m lost

Have I used up all my words?

I’ve taken up new hobbies

And increased old habits

I’ve forgotten how to spell

And hardly remember the meaning of my words

They’ve all left me

All my motivations and inspirations

Sometimes its like I’ve been set free

But I am missing paper and dreams and thoughts

I could be happy like this

I should be happy like this

But even this, this sad excuse for everything I’ve called life

Is falling apart

I don’t fall in love

All those statements were lies

All people in my life know where they stand

And I’ve lowered my expectations

Do you remember when we were thinking those thoughts

And all we wished for was our mind to settle

Do you remember

I will die like this

Empty

With so much left unsaid