Smiling stupidly about a movie I just watched.

Listening to the same song over and over again just because I feel like it.

Staring at my desktop and thinking ‘It’s cluttered with lots of junk’.

Slacking off on my work and feeling bored.

Sleeping in late on a Saturday morning.

Eating whatever I want to whenever I want to.

Running in the rain.

Just standing around staring at the sky or enjoying the wind.

I wonder…how long has it been since I’ve done all those things? Things which I did so innocently…how long has it been?

How long has it been since I’ve started reasoning out every little thing?

Maybe…since I’ve started growing up?

Have to finish this before going to bed.

Must be organised, it saves time and effort.

Can’t eat that, have to watch my diet.

Shouldn’t eat between meals.

Don’t want to get wet in these clothes.

I’ll look weird if I just stand there and look up.

There are so many other songs, why listen to just this?

Sounds so tiring, why do I do it anyway?

Why would anyone do it?

Does it make me any better than I was before?

Does it?

Who knows.

For today…for now, at least, I’ll stop what I’m doing and I’ll run out without an umbrella. It looks like it’s going to rain, and I’ve decided to stare at the sky until it does.