Carefully sewing the seams of my livelihood
seems like the ending I need, but god damn do I..
feel alive.
You tell me that caution's advised, but I'd rather
capsize into one of your dreams, it's..
very nice.
What I want isn't always what I need,
do you know what I mean, do you..
feel me now?
Can you feel this somehow?

It's so hard to decide who to love.
Hating is best when it's swept under rug -
I've noticed that..painfully.

Just a quick swipe of your smile makes me
feel so worthwhile, but is it generous..
or dangerous?
Who tells you to tell me what I am?
I thought freedom was printed on
the palms of my hands, and god damn..
I feel alive.

It's so hard to decide who to hate.
Love is best when you degenerate -
I've learned this quite quickly.

Now that you're gone everything has stalled.
When the pieces continue to puzzle themselves
I will call, and remind you..
I'm there right beside you afterall.

In the dark, light shines its best;
are you just a test of my significance?
I feel so alive..
Do you feel me inside?

They say 'never say never' -
I will never say forever again,
and I mean it this time..
i really mean it this time.

It's so hard to decide who to love,
so I've given up.

..are you alive now..